Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I wonder if they know how much I love them. I wonder if they know that I check on them several times each night before I go to bed. That even if I wake up for a drink of water or a trip to the bathroom, I can not resist the urge to go into their rooms and watch them as they sleep. I wonder if they know that I could sit there all night and listen to the noises they make as they dream. I wonder if I will ever be worthy of the unconditional love they give to me. I wonder if I will ever be able to tell them how much I love them, how I ached for them and prayed for them and knew them before they were my children. How, from the moment they were placed into my arms, I knew that I was meant to be their Mother. I wonder if I will ever be able to express how truly thankful I am for the miracles that are my children.
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