Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I Wonder

I wonder if they know how much I love them. I wonder if they know that I check on them several times each night before I go to bed. That even if I wake up for a drink of water or a trip to the bathroom, I can not resist the urge to go into their rooms and watch them as they sleep. I wonder if they know that I could sit there all night and listen to the noises they make as they dream. I wonder if I will ever be worthy of the unconditional love they give to me. I wonder if I will ever be able to tell them how much I love them, how I ached for them and prayed for them and knew them before they were my children. How, from the moment they were placed into my arms, I knew that I was meant to be their Mother. I wonder if I will ever be able to express how truly thankful I am for the miracles that are my children.

4 comments:

MyKidsMom said...

They'll know. They hear it in your voice. See it in your eyes. Feel it in your touch.

Michelle said...

what a sweet post on the testament of a mother's love!

Our family said...

God doesn't do things not on purpose. In all things He is glorified - as He is in your wonderful mothering of your pair of babes! You're right; luck has nothing to do with it. So blessed they are to have you to raise them up!

terilynnh2000 said...

I wonder if you know how amazing YOU are!?